THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Chinese
2. Peranakan
3. Malay? Wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy back though
(Ok fine they are all essentially the same. Sorta the same)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. The dark, after a scary movie
2. Being kept in suspense
3. Horror shows, occasionally.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My phone
2. My laptop definitely
3. Erm food? Money?  Pick one.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Gregory and the hawk(for now)
2. Beyonce!!!!
3. One republic

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
1. Boats and birds - Gregory and the hawk
2. Use somebody- Kings of leon
3. Secrets - One republic

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Erm photography? Haha so geeky.
2. Going to the gym, haven't done so in aggggges
3. Writing. Occasionally

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Sleep.
2. Wanna eat the rest of my strawberries.
3. And repaint my nails.


THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. Teacher!!!!! Haha fuck la don't laugh. Art teacher? :)
2. Working with/in advertising
3. Some behind the scenes media crew?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Venice
2. USAAAAAA. The shopping!!!
3. Maldives.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Live somewhere with 4 seasons for at least a year? Lofty dreams.
2. MIGRATE!
3. Erm have a good career/life/family?

THREE PHRASES OR WORDS YOU ALWAYS USE:
1. Huh, really meh? (Lol so bimbotic)
2. What ?????????
3. Fuck you.

THREE FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVORS:
1. Mint choc chip!!
2. Cookies and cream
3. Vanilla?

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:

1. Love shopping!

2. Emotional+Bitchy when PMS strikes

3. Hmmm like long hair? Idk man.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:

1. Like the aftermath feeling of a long and tiring workout?

2. Erm i swear alot? Bad, yea yea I know.
3. I don't like pink. HAHAHAHA

----------------------------------------------------------------------------


Sleeping time is still screwed, my life is still boring, parents still in Bkk gallivanting while poor me is still stuck in Sgp. And still broke. Congratzzzz. Nice holiday indeed-_- K fine, besides that there's a high chance I'll be working for the IT show during March. Suntec. 5 levels. Shiok. Money. Sorry can't form sentences. Anybody interested in working?

And that's all. Kthxbai.

Hiatus.

I'll be going on a hiatus. Come back when.... I feel like it. Don't feel like blogging much cause I can't say what I feel anyway. Defeats the entire fucking purpose cause I feel super insecure with my thoughts strewn all over my blog. So not me. So yea, be right back bitches>:D
Anitttfyp?Hlitgtt?

Wanderlust

Home. Bugis. Mahattan Fish Market. Bugis. Home.




12 million views for a reason.
There comes a point in time when you know you're afraid. What are you scared of? Of the things other people have and you don't? Of the things you'd be missing out on because your heart is blocked and you can't move on? Of the things that you wait for long and hard despite knowing that they are not in the same league? Why do we force ourselves to love somebody just because we do not want to be lonely? Comes a point in time when you want to be more like others and less like yourself because you wanna have the things they have. We all know this is true and yet sometimes we ignore this just because we have to live with our circumstances even though we know we're not contented. Don't you just hate dealing with your heart more than anything else in the world? If only we could stop being emotional hazards, get a grip and just walk away. Most difficult thing to do ever. Watching people and knowing they're happy, of course you're happy for them.... but what about yourself? Of all the things in the world we have, we just don't have the ones we want. You. Stop being an emotional hazard.

Been busy(and lazy._.) lately and didn't really had the time to blog. So......... this week I accompanied my grandma to the hospital for her mini eye op with my aunt, went shopping with my aunt, missed my lappy when it went to the lappy doctor, got my posting results back, ate macs for the first time in I-don't-know-how-long,  reread the 7th Harry Potter book, attempted to read The time traveler's wife but I can't help but to say that it's boring and basically just rotted at home!

So....................... I'm posted to New Media(R19) which was my 3rd choice after my first two sp choices. Recieved like shitloads of calls and msgs yesterday morning at about 7.19am. God I fell alseep at 3am!!!! So anyway-_- I'm quite pleased because I didn't really have a lot of choices to begin with, considering how pathetic my results were. So even if it's rp...... I guess I'd just have to be contented. It's not that bad. At least I get to study what I like, and I already KNEW I was going to Rp anywayz, because Sp is just too popular with the smart kids.(Example: EVON I HATE YOU, just kidding) I'm just glad it's new media :)

Going to town with Pl again this Sunday cause she regrets not buying heels when we were there last week! Hahahahaha idiot. You treating me Yami Yogurt right Pl??!?!!?!!?  KTHXBYE.




Sorry for so many same pictures HAHAHAAHA.  Was taken with my phone's quad cam so it takes pictures 4 by 4. Please go buy this app if you have an iPhone. Only $1.99 and i love it cause of the better quality pics! HEHE :)

 I am awake.

I was roaming around, I was looking down and all i see....

Sian

Blogger is FINALLY working again. Just finished watching American Idol online. It. is. effing. hilarious to the max la! "Honey, you sound like a lawnmower" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg damn funny. Yet another day at home. Boringgggzzz. I'm gonna look for a job aft CNY with E. I swear!!!! This time for real ahahaha. Met Pl ytd @ Wm. Supposed to cut my hair, but i didn't in the end cause I cut my fringe the night before. And it sucks btw. I hate it!!!!!!! I'm never gonna cut bangs AGAIN EVER!!! So not me. Zzzzz.

Had a bout of serious freakin' insomnia a few nights ago. Couldn't sleep throughout the night and only slept at like 5pm the next day.... and only for 4 hours. Confirm crazy. Haven't really done CNY shopping at all and I'm already FUCKING brokeeee. S i a n.

ZZZZZZZZZZ. Was thinking if i really can't get into any of my 12 choices cause of my science _l_ I'd have to go to NAFA........... and that is if I pass the entry exam. Wa sian.... cannot be so jialat right? ._.




Helmet head -_-

Don't know what the fuck is wrong with blogger AGAIN. Can't post pictures for the 3943290840935485098540th time. Pissed off. Well today is yet another mundane day at home. Went to town + everywhere you can think of with Pl on.... saturday in search for CNY clothes. Zzzz mission seriously impossible. There was nothing to buy! As pl would say," Got money also nothing to buy." Haha. Bought like one pair of slips(again knn)at the end of the day. Boring. And a stupid iPhone cover. Have already ranted bout it on twitter.

Submitted my course choices eons ago... First choice is Sp's Visual effects and motion graphics. If i get in (highly impossible) I will treat everybody I know to Pizza Hut. Hahahahahahah fucking impossile la-_- Chose basically every poly's design course except Np's. Coughcantcoughgetincough. LOL.

And for all the idiots out there who scored damn well for O's, please go to JC can??!!?! Don't snatch. Kthxbai ._.

I AM SO BORED. I'm gonna insert pictures later if blogger decides to work again =( My Life Is Average. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Stop falling

Saw this in my folder. FUCKING dulan seriously... Nabeh. Put in so much effort for both paper 1 and 2 and I get this shit!!!!!! Mothereffing pissed off leh can anybody understand?!?!?!!?! It's not about moving on and just forgetting it since it's already done. If anybody says that one more fucking time i swear i'll throw my shoe at you. Seriously man. It's about the disappointment of knowing you got some lousy shitass grade FOR ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THE EFFORT YOU PUT IN, and for expecting SO much more. It's about the D I S A P P O I N T M E N T that you're not able to shrug off even if you want to. Zzzz. So stop saying condescending things like "I TOLD YOU SO" and "AIYA ITS ALREADY OVER WHAT" Damn bloody annoying. Block you on msn forever than you know.

Sian. PLEASE stop comparisions whether good or bad. I am not them and therefore I don't give two flying fucks about what they get for ANYTHING. Don't have to compare. Compare for fuck? Compare can change what I get? No right. So stop it.

Anyway, went to NP, SP AND RP today with Vivien. Confirm cannot get in Np, meagre chance of getting into SP and so therefore, RP... here i come. Spoke to my dad's friend who is a lecturer at TP. Can't even enter by pulling some strings LOL. Which sucks. Just kidding. Rp is not that bad *convinces self*



SIAN.

RP FACE

Results results results. Such a disappointment. Expected much much more than this. Especially for art..... HUGE disappointment. Most disappointing of the lot. I guess now i can say that I basically am MODERATE at the subjects i THOUGHT i was good at. Sigh. Really cannot expect too much man. I can understand why I got b3 for EL. I didn't finish my compo and just ended it quite abruptly with "life goes on" Sighhhh..... So disappointed. But still? I thought there was still a glimmer of hope cause compre was seriously manageable. S I G H.


Guess i really didn't study hard enough and started way too late. For the rest of the subjects like math and science, well.... can't say much. Didn't have any expectations at all. Really tried my best for math and if this is what I get, then so be it.

Art................................ omg i can go on and on forever. Maybe i was too complacent. So fucking sure that I'll get a FUCKING A. Then? Fuck my life seriously. Don't understand why people don't see there's a HUGE fucking difference between a 3 and a 2. I expected so much. Scratch that. Art was the only subject I was confident of. I really put in SO much effort. Super disappointed and I'm not even joking. When i saw the 0.0% flash on the screen for the number of A1s and A2s for art, i swear i hyperventilated. So. Fucking. Disappointed.


S I G H.

So now, choose me courses because I can't choose you.

Result rant

Why blogger cannot upload photos now?!!?!?!?!?! Fuck, feel like changing back to xanga. I miss it.... Blogger sucks. So it's 3 more days to reality(results) and I'm FUCKING scared. Nabei, like seriously scared that I'll fail my effin' math or get disgustingly lousy grades for art, humans and english. I'm not even joking-_- Hate counting down to something I dread! Fuck my life.

SHIT LA DAMN SCARED OK. Pl ask me don't shit in my pants on Monday. FUCK YOU PL. Hahahaha juz kidding. Was talking about Gossip girl with Pl just now. She FINALLY started watching it and she loves it! Duh~ Chuck Bass ftw. Season 3 is seriously getting boring though(have i mentioned that b4?) American Tv series are the best. When you switch to watching S'pore dramas aft watching say, GG? or Desperate Hswives, it's an epic fail-_- That's why i never watch tv.

WO HEN PA! AKU TAKUT(spelling like wrong)! I AM SCARED!

ANYWAY I JUZ WANNA SAY I WILL BE DAMN FUCKINGSJDLSKJDKLJFSKDJFKKDXVMNDGVJRGHGFKJDSNFJCHDK SAD IF I DON'T GET WHAT I EXPECT FOR EL. Kthxbye.

*crosses fingerz*

Wondaaaawall.

2nd row 2nd pic: HAHAHAHA Ghost.

Life's been good lately. Hardly have time to think about unnecessary issues. December was a super awesome month!  Really really need to stop spending money though, cause there's a high chance I'm going to Bangkok with my friends this year and I need to save 4 it. So exciting!!!!! I'm gg to pyscho Pl's mum to let her go :(!!!! Gonna be so much fun :) Can't wait for it....prolly going to be in Aug? Still a long way to go -.-Parents are flying off to Bkk in early Feb before CNY and they are N O T bringin me cause i went already in Nov. So irritatingly ANAL.

In other news, my dad dropped my camera on 1st Jan 2010. Thanks Dad, nice way to start a new year. Was SOOOOOOOOO goddamned angry and I still am!!!!!!! >:( Today's 3rd Jan, and we'll be getting our results in 9 days. Shit i can't believe i'm actually COUNTING DOWN to something i dread so much. So effin' scary.

What else.......... 2010's countdown was alright. Went shopping LOL, drank along the sidewalks, did C R A Z Y things, not gonna elaborate BUT hahaha it was memorable! Not gonna forget 31st Dec 2009 in the near future :) Hmmmmm........ oh Jess and I dyed our hair ytd at my place! And we went to Bugis today-_- Singapore is so effin' small and boring. Swear not to shop at FEP anymore(unless for shuuuuzzz) cause Bugis sells the same freakin' stuff at a cheaper price. SO ANGRY. Saw a pair of shoes which i loved today. Didn't buy it. REGRETTING IT NOW :(

Went to Ikea and bought a new hugeass MIRROR! Nice right all my barangz barangz hanging there.
Spot your face!


Where else did I go recently...................................... can't rmb liao-_- Celebrated grandad's bd part 1 and part 2 at some steamboat place and chinese restaurant respectively? Yay CNY is coming(sort of, 1 more month) *KACHINGZ*

P/s: Miss you bfffffffff :) :) Go buy new year clothes after you get your pay!

Flight O' Fancy

Finally created a public tumblr to post all my random musings & reblog quotes and pictures which I love from other tumblers. So far, it has been fun. So my tumblog is at Luvette@tumblr.

Why luvette?

Cause i love Mrs Lovett's character in Sweeney Todd? I know right, random. Mrs Lovett is potrayed by..... Helena Bonham Carter who is........ Bellatrix Lestrange in Harry potter!!!! Hahaha. It all adds upppp. Couldn't think of anything else so.... hahaha. Make do.

Will blog pictures soon. Out with JessT tmr! Or today. It's 4.18am. Fml needa sleep NOW.

2010

Thank you to:


And other people (You know who you are!) who've listened to me whine, rant, complain, bitch, talk crap, cry, and scold over the past year. Thank you for being there for me........ and I love you people very much!

New year resolutions:
: Learn how to multitask. (Can't multitask for nuts)
: Exercise more consistently! Like every day!!!!
: Draw better! Miss drawing man
: Catch up with old friends more
: Lesser/No more redundant quarrels
: Family members, esp grandparents to have a clean bill of health!
: Be less kaopeh. HAHAHAHHAAAHAAHAHAA. Ahem. Ok.

Eh....think that's about all. The others are all wishes. Ones like,

SCORE WELL FOR O LEVELS DAMMIT.

2009 has been an eventful year.
Ups. Downs. Anger. Excitement. Elation. Disappointment. Anticipation.

2010.
To new beginnings, to another good year, to a better me, to a better you.

CHEERS!

Catching up

SOOOOOOOOO many pictures.....we are such camwhores. Met up with Liz and Lin ytd to catch uppppp. Omfg haven't seen lin in effing ages. Still the same. old. Glad things haven't changed much after so long:)

Just gonna caption the pictures la. DAMN LAZY. Gotta upload this is Fb like tmr?


HUH but i don't know what to caption manz.


DA SMOKE MACHINE. *plays techno song with similar name* (k linny don't kill me.)


Cam-whoring with my STUPID BIGASS camera. Damn heavy.


Night fallzzzzz. First few pics. I just collaged them randomly. Too many to upload one by one!!!! We were at coronation road's starBUGS. Starbucks. Before that we had Xinwang for lunch. LIKE A SUCKS. Sorry i'm talking like that today. I don't know why!!!!


Aft that we cabbed home. Liz came to my house.
Looking forward to the 31st:)

Ps: SUPPOSED TO BE IN BINTAN NOW. BUT.......... long story fml.

If i can't

Suddenly effin' worried bout my results. I imagined the worst and best case scenario just now and really...... it doesn't make shitloads of difference man-_- I screwed up SS. I screwed up Eng Paper1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I screwed up my science effing bloody big time. Haha I know I sure fail science. Confirm chop, I'm just not a science kinda person *Shrugz.* Bloody ballz. From now till 12th Jan is like.............. 2 more weeks or thereabouts? So not looking forward to it man :< Worst case scenario of my results can still land me in some shitass course in Poly, but that's not what I want. Actually I don't really know exactly what I want-_- Just wanna get below 20 points and go to some fucking art course in NYP or TP. Yea it sounds hugely pathetic and the worst part is I don't even know whether I can do it. HAHAHA. My life obviously sucks more than yours. But well, the results are set and as Mf says...... "I only can hope."

Anw omfg Christmas is over!

24th Dec.
This year's christmas was realllly simple. Jon and Pl had steamboat at my place and we went to Lot1 to buy the ingredients beforehand. Haha the buying part was fun. Then we walked around the neighbourhood and came back to my house to.................. gamble. As usual. Stupid pl won all our money. Sux. Haha. They went home around 3amz.
Happy bd shuting!

25th Dec.
Yay merry christmas.  Don't really have the christmas mood this year? Went to my aunt's place for Xmas gathering. Food food food. Again again again. Catch up with my cousins cousins cousins.Yay Evon, miss uuuu :>

26th Dec.
With the fammmmz.

27th Dec.
I woke up at 3pm today. HAHAHAHAHA like kinda epic. Grandad's birthday celebration part 2. IMM after.  Lin just told me Sezairi won Sgp idol. Not that i care but why every year also same pattern kinda winner? Not sian?
have you.

17

Only gonna post a few pictures. There are too many!!!!! Enjoyed today, yesterday and the day before. Love all my friends! Think i have the greatest friends in the worldddddddd. And family too <3


With Eliz, 21st Dec

Didn't bring my cam and she hasn't sent me the photos yet :(


With Jess, 22nd Dec





Went to Vivo & Town. Spent so much money!!!!! So sinful leh. Ookokokokok once in a blue moon. *Chants repeatedly.*

Just wanna say,

Jess: Always fun catching up with old friends:) We should make it a point to celebrate each other's birthdays every year okay?!?! Thank you for the C&K bag. So nais and I <3 it. Thanks for splurging on all the stupid places I wanted to eat at. Hahaha. And shopping was SO FUN. We should do it again soon. Love u!


With Pl, Jon and Ken, 23rd Dec.





Went to Bugis and Lot1. Wa fuck man ate so much today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Still feel so full now. S U C K S.  Watched Couples retreat. Eh.... kinda funny la. But kinda lame?

Just wanna say,

Peili, Jon and Ken: Thanks for planning everything..... all the surprises and ALL THE PRANKS!!!! You guys made my 17th so memorablez. Feel so lucky to have you guys as my best friendz, even though I seldom say this kinda things...... HAHAHAHA. But yea, I appreciate it A L O T. Thank you for getting me what I want and spending so much money on my bd. Know you all went to alot of places to find my camera and I really really love it! To pl MAI BFFZ (haha wtf) Thanks for planning and scheming and fake-crying. HAHAHA kidding la. Thanks for remembering what I like and want, and convincing Jon not to buy me a portable printer instead. Ahahahaha. Thanks for everything; the surprise yesterday, the one surprise that I did not expect today and for the cards. I love the cards!  LOVE YOU ALL :')

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Gonna meet Eliz and Lin next mon before I go to Bintan. Y A Y. And Xmas cel with the Bffs minus Ken tmr!
Gonna sleep like NOW. Soooooooo tired. STOP SPENDING MONEY ALICIA TYY. :(

Birthdays

Yet another year has passed. Fuck now I'm 17 going on 18. Damn old already la seriously..... But i'm so looking forward to the freedom that 18 comes with. All the overseas trips I've planned with friends, OH MY FUCKING GOD I'll finally be able to go. Hahahaha, BUT FIRST! I'll have to _________. (Pl you should know what to fill into the blankz) Which isn't going to be an easy task. L O L. This year's birthday might not be elaborate.....Or expensive.... But really, it doesn't matter at all. You can scribble me a card and fold me some paper hearts(LOL) and I'll still be happy! Never recieved cards before, it has always been soft toys and B A G S. Bags understandable, everybody knows I love bags. But soft toys?!?!?!?!?!? Hahaha. Maybe i look like one wtf-_- HAHAHAHAHA.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

K i started this blogpost at like 12.30? Or so? But I stopped halfway because Pl called me to tell me she quarrelled with her Bf. She was crying until like wanna die already so i rushed out of my house to go to her place which is like two blocks away. I just came back from Town about an hour ago so I got changed and everything..............

Took the lift down.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

Walked out the lift towards the carpark.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Then i heard A FUCKING HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Jon and Pl.)


Pl was DAMN convincing lor! Fucking cry until so goddamned real. Damn shocked TO THE MAX!!!! So super duper surprised. SO happy. It was at like around 1am alr but they still came down to my place :) So they just left after talking at my place. Luv them! And ken la. AHAHA.

Caught up with Jess and Liz today and ytd respectively. Blog on Thurs? Or tmr when I come back from meeting the Bffs. 

Feel so happy :D

Happy pills

Just back from dinner with the family. Food was great. Everybody was in an awesome mood, and I have no idea why. Dad was happily fawning over his iPhone. *jealous* Lolzxz. Also just realized that my birthday is in 3 days. Now how fucking fast does time fly?!?!?!?! Really didn't count the days down this year cause this year's not an important year. 17..... is like, in between? No significance whatsoever. And yea..... 17 is really nothing!

Next year's the exciting one. Muahaha.

So next week's schedule is really full to the brim. Supposed to go to church on the 24th(Weds) but i can't...... cause i'm meeting my Bffz. A full schedule is better than an idle one though. I've been idle for awhile and it's really boring! And it sucks. So happy all my besties are having their holidays nao :3

Mon: Meeting Liz. Lin can't make it :(

Flower boy

My room is uncharacteristically neat now. HAHAHAHAH i packed it this week. SUCH an achievement. Went out today with my aunt to get Xmas gifts for the famz. Wanted to go to town but I wasn't feeling well-_- Cramps. So we went to IMM. Gonna go to Town tmr!!!! Haven't been there in a super long time fml. Saw V @ IMM :) Watching 当我们同在一起 on Funshion omg AHAHA. I've been watching Chinese shows cause I got bored of Heroes/Lost/Ugly Betty and I finished Desperate Housewives. It's like the best show ever seriously!!!! Fucking funny. Love it.

I just realised we're gettting our results in about a month's time....... thereabouts. OoOOoOh. Exciting.

My room! Parts of it._.

NEAT!


SUPER NEAT!

My first Bd present from my aunt:) She bought it overseas. Thank you muackz.



Not now, not forever?

Count

Tsk blogger really is fucked up sometimes. Wanted to blog and post pictures but the 'Compose'button is so not working! Kanasaiz. So excited bout next week cuz i'm meeting all my best frieeeends. Yay don't you love december? Time really flies man, so surreal! Really don't know what to blog about.. Omfg i've become a boring piece of fuck :(

Anywayz,
Jess showed me this and you have to watch! Super talented.
€


Will blog next weeeeeeek.